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Blogging after four months? Like seriously? It wold have been a nightmare if someone had told me  at the time I started writing. But that’s true, it is exactly that happened to me. Besides- that’s what life is all about. You don’t know what future might be holding for you. Either good or bad, but definitely in your favor.

So from where to start? There have been thousands of events in previous months and recapitulating all of them will be impossible.So there are some glimpse of the events which took place in recent past 🙂

Most importantly there have been my exams – Tough long hard and yea quite boring But now I am done with them so yea whatever :p

“Good byes are always hard”. I really didnt know the meaning of this phrase till I bade farewell to my school. Ten years of school life…. Actually thirteen years (as I have been there since nursery). It was very hard and emotional for me to leave the place where I had spent such a long elapse of time. But as its said that life is like a book where thousands of chapter are unread and every page offers you a new experience so I hope same with my future!

What march reminds you? Probably  Spring roses exams and a national holiday ; but for me there’s one more thing: Its my hatch month 😀 and this time it was more important as it was my sixteenth birthday – SWEET SIXTEENTH ONE 😀 (and whilst being a li’l show off I actually got eighteen presents on my birthday 😛 *Touch wood*) 😀

Well that’s all for this time as not writing for four months habit has coerced me to brainstorm my mind 😀 So have a good time while I  am contemplating for my next write up. Cheers!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

The ‘I’ of the Storm

Last week there was a debate competition in my school. Though I stood second in that competition but no debater could have a tougher grounding then standing up and talking in front of the brain-dead teenagers. To say they were slow to response would’nt suggest any thing whatsoever. Explaining media as a leading cause of violence to my fellow mates was exactly like explaining quantum physics to a bowl of goldfish,except at least fishes close their mouths, occasionally.

When it was the final competition day, due to cliche jealousy, every participator for this competition was being absurdly rude and that was’nt something macabre for me as I have been  experienced in these kinds of situations for several years. I kinda know general psychologies and jealousies. When I had given my debate and was coming down after wards, My feet were completely in tangled with the wire of mic and in result of detangling it, I tangled it even more :D.. After 2 to 3 minutes I got myself away from that detention and came down from stage by tripping on stairs. 😀 (Thank God it was those back stairs or else I would have been really embarrassed!)

After all those mishaps, when result  was announced and I got the prize, suddenly everything in my class was centered round me.I was the’ I’ of the storm. There was a fairly predictable sensation that develops when everyone starts to behave as if you’r really important. But I know that all this mess is just a mist.This award doesn’t matter.It doesn’t matter at all. Actual award that I achieved, are my friends. After God,they had  always supported me and increased my self trust. They would have definitely cheered me up the way they do now, even If I hadn’t got the prize.. 🙂 So yea three cheers for my victory and for my bestest ever friends :D…hip hip hooray!! 😀

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Healing Betrayals

 “An insincere and evil friend is more to be feared than a wild beast; a wild beast may wound your body, but an evil friend will wound your mind.”                 
Buddha

Dealing with betrayals is never an easy job especially when the betrayer is your close friend..You might be thinking what happened to my usual jovial mood so to be honest I have been facing treacheries and friend betrayal since first grade. But even that’s not a reason for me to write this blog. It is because I have recently faced same kind of situation for I think twentieth time.

Everyone of us had faced same kind of problem under different circumstances.So, what do you do when you come to know that you have been betrayed? The natural reactions would obviously be anger,depression and revenge. You will hate yourself for trusting someone who even didn’t deserve that.. But these revengeful thought would only make it difficult for you to let them out of your life and move on. The trick is to let go and move forward. Though it seems difficult and frightening at first but after sometime you would realize that how fruitful it was for you to move on because crying over spill milk never rewards.

If you still want to continue your friendship then do it with sensibility.First talk to your friend and tell them how their behavior hurt you and you don’t want them to repeat their mistake again.Albeit its not a perfect idea but it would help you to save your relation.

Betrayal,love, merriness and miseries are another name for life. Every soul on this planet had been hurt once..So instead of letting yourself down and dreading for your mistake to trust some one wrong. Leave those betrayers and move away. Never lose hope for betterment cauz you never know what future might holds for you!

Exams…aka time to become nerdy cool ;)

okay so yea.. I know that I shouldn’t be blogging  this time, but i just can’t let myself apart from my social journal! Its my mid term examination now a days and I am super exhausted, studying like a maniac and can’t allow myself even for the slightest entertainment.. Finally, when I got tired from that daily grind, I dumped my books and started writing once again!

To be honest, I haven’t studied a single word for my exams in advance as I had been ill in the month before *sob*sob*.Truth be told, my sickness has nothing to do with my exams because its actually a  kind of problem with me that I start my studies   with lot of zeal and end up with books lying on my face! ..Actually, when I study,even staring at blank becomes interesting to me! So when I got my date sheet, I started studying like anything because there was only week left for the EXAMS 😀

Now you must be thinking if i am doing well in exams or not. well that’s a question that everyone asks me every time I am having tests to which I always answer “what I believe, yes.. But lets see how teachers gonna deal with my papers 😛

One thing which I can never understand during exams are my classmates.. To those with which I even never had a decent conversation calls me in exam in a way like we have been friends from ages and its my duty to help them.. But whenever I need any help, there would be obviously no one to help me..  

One thing I must tell you … Wait a minute! .. Is that my mum calling? Then It would be better for me to start studying again or else my mom gonna kick my ass  and fling me to study again! So till then bye 🙂